Saturday, September 13, 2008, 2:42 AM
i'm so tired of alot of things recently.
that i feel that im not myself.
putting up a facade in front of everyone.
sucks alot.
i wonder what is happening mans.
year 2 sem 1 hasnt been very smooth sailing.
firstly, still NO HALL! DAMN PISSED!
secondly, 830 lessons almost everyday just sucks to the core.
thirdly, im turning emo nemo.
lastly, i suddenly feel like being invisible, so that i can disappear from everything.
maybe im just mentally not prepared for all these.
this year is really very different from the last.
maybe the emo songs that im hearing now is causing some effect on me.
like casting a spell on me.
maybe maybe.
i miss talking to you about anything.
you are definitely one of the few ppl that i can really talk to.
but why do you only appear when needed and disappear when not needed?
i miss my sa friends, like nick xavier juls zong
missing the times that we can just meet up anytime anywhere.
sorry that my schedule is so farking packed that i do not have time for you guys.
i think its been almost 2 months since we last met?
really miss you guys!
and joel ls and hl. suddenly remember the times when we mug till late
or just heck care about mugging and go watch movies or play arcade.
its just that special connection that i miss alot.
(not saying that i dont feel the same with my uni friends)
hais. i think i need time.
to settle down in year 2 still.
though almost half a sem is going to pass.
hmmmms.
really a long time since a emo post is up.
i guess its really a emo friday night.
friday is a day i really hate in my timetable.
its such long day, and at night always dont really have much things to do.
roars!
i think i should just slp NOW
so that emo night will soon be gone.
and tmr i will be shifting back home.
until i officially get a hall.
squatting is really tiring.
and i think secondhand serenade songs are nice!
fall for you. a song i put in my video for my dearest 17th comm.
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oohhh... But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep
